Hunky Hollywood Actor Fantasies reviewed ...

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Posted on 19 May 2006

I like this guy ... I really like this guy ... In fact, I want to marry him ... me and the other million salivating fans out there ... but the minute, the very minute I say that, I know for a fact that I could never date him, or the likes of him ...

It's not that I'm ugly, or unlikeable, though some people have called me weird ... I look at myself in the mirror in the morning and say "Hey, I do have boobs" ... Yes, I do suffer from poor confidence now and then, but it is not because of that that I turn around and say that I could never date this gorgeous hunk or all the other gorgeous hunks out there ...

The thing is, I'm beginning to wonder about this fixation I have with gorgeous hunks ... The question about the inner desire ... The search for the ultimate male role model ... Actually, Michael here isn't a bad role model - He's into sports, charity, and plays cool characters ...

Okay, let's get back on track here ... What is it with me and gorgeous hunks?! Why do I need to define myself by dating one? ... Is it because I want women to turn around and envy me? (YES) ... Hmmm, that could be one of the many reasons ... You know, I could really delve into my mind and come up with a lot of junk, so rather not go into that ... For now, I'll just be contented with the fact that I will forever have all these Hollywood hunky actors' fantasies ... and at the present, it's Michael Rosenbaum ...
So, here's to you, Michael - I wish you all the best in your future projects and you will most definitely get the woman you love, cherish, respect and protect til the end of your days together ... *long sigh* ... "Lucky bitch" ...

Updated post

Erm, of course I'm no longer into Michael Rosenbaum ... No offense, Michael, you're a cool guy ... Don't sweat the big stuff, y'know ...

I have a hang-up with Leonardo DiCaprio now and then, but I think he's cool ...

Seriously, the questions I ask above still apply ... 

Oh, what about Ren, huh? Well, I f**king left that place last month, and am still thinking whether I should visit them or not ... Maybe once I get a cushy job, then I can lord it over them, and Ren would wish, "Why didn't I choose that much older confident woman in the first place?" ... You're a f**king idiot, in the first place, that's why ... No, you're just too immature for me, Ren ... I see the potential in you to be a really responsible person ... To grow into the kind of man I hope to marry ... But, Time works miracles ... In ten years, you'd probably be mature enough, but I'd be too old for babies ... That's a miracle actually because I am not too sure whether I want to have children or not ... Matters of jodoh I leave to God, for it is God's work after all ...